haha. you know what. neopets is still sending me mails. it's like years never go in alr. ha, ya. those times. so, haven't beeen mugging hard for end of year. i feel so empty. everytime i've reached home, i tell myself to study. but you know what? i end up sleeping because i was too tired. how's that. yes i can visualize and pray, but i can't actualize la. so much for the perfect plan to get me As. ahh. there's 3 free periods today because mdm hassanah and mr pang are not here. and guess what. a lot of people are studying. like omgosh, with so many distractions in class, i can't study in this environment. but look at them, across the row there are at least one to two. poeple writing notes and all. oh wells. man, why am i here. i should be studying now right. ha, right. so well, this is so going to be the last post until the exams. this time is real. it's time to focus alr. get'cha head in the gamebooks. ha.

you know what. last week has gave me a whole lot of information of what people could turn out to be. now i know why i see stuff in other people's blog saying it ain't that simple, blah blah. now i know. people who seem to be close to you, doesn't mean they like you. and who knows, they might be talking behind your back. a real life example: person a turns and say bad things about person b, and when person b turns over and ask her something, person a's attitude totally changed. and i mean a 360 degrees turn okay. and just a lot more la. okay, another example: person a says hi to person b. and person b replies hi back. and then person a turns and tell me that she didn't expect person b to reply back because she didn't like her. like wtf can. and ya, lots more la. just didn't want to say everything out. but omg la. what has happened to the human race. i know i'm slow, i've figured everything out only till now. ahh, oh wells. so not an innocent bunch of people.uhm, don't hesitate if you're thinking of whether i'm talking about you. because i am. ha, i mean it.

Happy birthday adeline and odelia! (: